Week 6




Dance With Me

I’ve been watching a lot of old movies recently. It’s been great. I love feeling nostalgic, it reminds me that I’m still a kid. Last night I watched Dance With Me, with Vanessa Williams. It is a very feel-good movie. Vanessa looks so young, she looks like a doll. Especially when she uses makeup to make her eyes seem bigger. I aspire to be Vanessa Williams. I can’t believe that she wasn’t a professional Latin dancer. She’s a dancer, but she had to be trained for the role. I don’t know who trained her, but they deserve some type of award. Vanessa did amazing in this movie. I love the character Rafael. I also aspire to be him. He called someone, and when asked to identify himself, he said “it’s me”. The confidence to think she will know who “me” is is astounding.

It’s Worth The Hassle

I like how life works out in unexpected, but good ways. I went through a whole ordeal of trying to get someone’s attention, and it didn’t work out, but now we’re friends. So, I guess it did. I am happy that I went through the hassle of liking someone, because I really enjoy their presence in my life. Plus, at the end of the day, I just want him to be happy, and if he’s happy, I’m happy. So, while I was upset about the situation, now I feel good about it. I just wish the universe could have let me know the outcome beforehand, instead of after the situation ended. I truly think that everything happens for a reason.

Best of All Possible Worlds

I know that voltaire was trying to get the point across that this is not the best of all possible worlds, but what if it is. I mean, if Voltaire thinks that humans were always bad, that evil is in our nature, then maybe the best of all possible worlds is bad. Maybe every other world, or dimension, is worse. If humans are evil, no matter what, then the best possible world would also have evil in it.

Solo Episode

I feel bad for my friends who have to listen to me rant all the time. I talk fast sometimes. I knew that, but sometimes I can’t even understand myself. I also notice that I talk in a choppy, but also somehow circular way about things. I am a mess of ideas, thoughts, and feelings. I guess just like every human.